Runaway From Myself letra

I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one
I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times
From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem
Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise

'Cause something deep inside me is broken
I'm not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I'm obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like cutting
Every thought's a razor blade
(If only I had someone else to blame)

Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plead for better days
But get thrown back in hell

Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway from myself

Who the hell can forgive my sins I wrote this gospel
Stuck in a cage of skin that always will remind me
That all the alcohol can't numb this I'm the bottle
I'll never change cause the chemicals will change my mind

Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plead for better days
But get thrown back in hell

Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway
'Cause something deep inside me is broken
I'm not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I'm obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like cutting
Every thought's a razor blade
If only I had someone else to blame

Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell

I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one

Citizen Soldier - Letras

• 15 Minutes Of Fame
• Afterlife
• Alone With Myself
• Always December
• Anyone But Me
• Bedroom Ceiling
• Better Place
• Bitter
• Black Hole Brain
• Broken Like Me
• Buried Alive
• Cannibal
• Caroline
• Chasing Your Ghost
• Comparison
• Death Of Me
• Deathbed
• Devil Inside
• Different Kind of Animal
• Easy's Never Been This Hard
• Empty Cup
• Everyday Hero
• Face To Face
• Fever
• First Blood
• Forever Damned
• Found
• Give Up To Ghosts
• Golden Weather
• Good Enough For God
• Gunshot Lullabies
• Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
• Hand Me Down
• Hope It Haunts You
• I Hate Myself
• I'm Not Okay
• ICU
• If I Surrender
• If These Scars Could Speak
• In Pieces
• Invisible
• irreplaceable
• Isolate
• Just Be Happy
• Kill My Memory
• Let It Burn
• Let Me Let Go
• Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
• Madhouse
• Make Hate To Me
• Mess Of Me
• Monster Made Of Memories
• My Little Secret
• My Own Miracle
• Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
• Never Good Enough
• Numb To Everything
• Pandora's Box
• Pretend My Pain Away
• Reason To Live
• Runaway From Myself
• Sacred
• Save Your Story
• Say Goodbye
• Scarecrow
• Screaming In Silence
• Soldier
• Still Breathing
• Still Frame
• Strong For Somebody Else
• Stronger Than My Storm
• Suicide Note
• Take Me Down
• Tattoos
• Thank You For Hating Me
• The Cage
• Therapy
• This Is Not a Phase
• This Is Your Sign
• Through Hell
• Till Death Do Us Part
• Unbreakable
• Unsaid
• Victim Or Survivor
• Waiting On The Sun
• Wanted
• Weight Of The World
• Where Were You
• Who I Am
• Wired for Worthless
• Wish I Could Cry
• Words That Don't Exist
• Worst In Me
• Would Anyone Care
• You Are Enough
• You Are Not Your Past